Title: Swell
Author: Julie Rieman Duck
Published: September 1, 2012
Genre: NA Contemporary
Synopsis:
When Christian Rusch plucks Beck Ionesco from the freshman ranks for himself, she’s tempted with parties, popularity, and love. But as the free-flowing booze that soaks his world seeps into her own, Beck begins using liquid courage as a way to ignore Christian’s dark moods… and cover her anxiety about his flirtatious friend Hillman.
However, when Christian breaks up with Beck, and Hillman makes a dangerous move, no amount of alcohol can stop the pain or keep her out of trouble. And just when it seems like she’s lost everything, Beck is partnered with Jesse Leary for an art project. After spending time with him, Beck realizes it’s more than a study date… and Christian’s not happy about it. Then again, Beck’s not sure she’s happy with him, either.
But only after plowing through a bottle of wine, a wild fight, and one guardrail that becomes Christian’s last call, does Beck admit to her problem and ask for help from the one whose life secretly parallels her own.
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“This is
going to be a hard book to review.” Those thoughts crossed my mind
after reading the first chapter of this book.
This book
starts off with you knowing that the main character Beck has gotten
herself into a really bad situation. One involving, alcohol, boys she
doesn't like, and maybe even drugs.
I could
tell this was going to be a tough read and more than likely and even
tougher review to write once I was done.
These kind
of books, where the main character goes to such extremes (never good)
to get the attention of the popular crowd, to earn their “respect”
and in the process losing herself, they are always hard to read
because I know it really happens...Every. Single. Day. And that just
breaks my heart.
Beck broke
my heart. That she developed such a problem with alcohol that she
“pimped” herself out in order to get it and didn't see anything
wrong with that and the numerous other things she did. She was only
15. Gah! I almost wanted to stop reading this book because it was so
sad to see her self destruct.
Christian.
Oh Christian. I really wanted to like him. I tried, I really did. I
knew he was a lost little boy that had a lot of growing up to do. But
the fact that he claimed to love Beck and then do the things he
did...it just didn't sit well with me.
Jesse was a
breath of fresh air to this novel. He was everything Beck needed.
Support, reassure, comedy, real friendship. I couldn't help it. I
liked him from the start.
I'm not
going to tell you how this one ends. Whether Christian redeemed
himself. Whether Beck grew up and started making better choices.
Whether Jesse stayed in her life and became more, just stayed a
friend or was only there for a moment when she needed him most.
Because, you are going to have to read this one yourself.
This is not
a YA read. It has very mature content. Drinking, drugs, sex
references, language, assault, peer pressure..it is a very mature
read but one that I think older teens would appreciate because, like
I mentioned above, these things really happen. Young adults
experience some of them (hopefully not all of them) every single day.
Every
subject heavy or light was handled very nicely. The story flowed well
and it was an emotional read. It didn't make me cry but it did bring
out a lot of other emotions along the way, some good, some bad.
I give
this 4 very solid Stars!
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Wonderful review and as the mother of three children who survived their teens..we saw this with some of their classmates and it truly is heartbreaking. Thanks for sharing this one.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad you survived those years Kimba, I am not looking forward to them and I know they will be here before I want them to be!
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you enjoyed this! I had a hard time since its so gritty and raw but it really brought back memories of when I was a teen and the stupid things I did. Its sad that so many teens go through this. I'm not looking forward to my kids being teens!
ReplyDeleteThanks for hosting a tour stop!
It is a hard read but so worth it. I think it really opens your eyes to what goes on out there that as parents we might not be aware of.
ReplyDeleteI hope you enjoy it too Heidi!
ReplyDeleteWonderful review! I wasn't able to squeeze this in for my stop, but I seriously can't wit to finally get to read it.
ReplyDeleteI think this is one you are really going to like Christy!
ReplyDeleteGreat review. This sounds heart wrenching, but interesting also.
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